Curiositykilledacat

Hello. It’s Curiosity, real name Michael but also called Samuel (because my roblox username is samuel543ganteng1. I know, not the best name).

I’m a teenager. I’m a tank geek and I got it from war thunder (which I stopped playing because it took away my sanity by a ton).

I can be stupid at times, but I can be smart at some times. There is no inbetween and no guarantees when will they happen.

I sleep late but wake up pretty early. I usually sleep at 11PM-12AM and wake up at 7 to 8 AM.

I live in the Central Indonesian Time zone, AKA WITA (Waktu Indonesia Tengah).

I make BABFT tanks, aircrafts and other stuff, even though they look like a pile of Sheiße.

I also have a bucket load of memes. I’m not funny.

English is my second language. Yes, I’m Indonesian and I’m proud of my identity but not the country itself. It’s… very bad.

I can also speak some German, Chinese, and Spanish.

…I’m a guy and I’m straighter than a line.

Jesus Christ of Nazareth, have mercy on me, for I am a sinner.

I’m constantly active here, even when I have bad days, and you’ll never know when I have those days.

I still have a lot ahead of me. I’m still in highschool, but not a lot of friends, as I’m introverted.

Sometimes I look back and ask “What if” or “Why” and it felt like a bullet to the heart, as I can’t revert my past. It’s hard to move on.

“My heart is heavy, for I was reminded of my past. How long will this anguish last, for time goes fast but the lingering last?”

I have intrusive thoughts. It can get annoying, sometimes even s##cidal. I can’t really control myself. I don’t wanna talk about it.

I constantly give, but I don’t get anything in return. I mean, I’m alright with that, but it can sometimes hurt me. Am I giving freely, or am I just giving people an advantage over me?

I like cats. They’re cute little fluffy menaces.

I also play the guitar. No, I’m not that one guy who can fingerstyle.

I’m friendly. Mostly.

My favorite song:

https://youtu.be/8b-WwN4H7lE?si=j_h4TTG-EtvNXwbh

I also play badminton. I also swim. It’s great, as it got me taller (somehow) and faster.

I’m not that tall, but I’m taller than the average Indonesian. I also have hot elbows.

It’s better to get pissed off than to get pissed on” -A wise man’s saying.

Dari pengirim:

Curiosity.