ima come out and say just a sentence to just summarize the whole thing:
“I thought we were just playing games. I didn’t know I had it coming”
Ok maybe I’ll admit, I am a bit tame in terms of getting along with people. But I do enjoy doing what I do, and learning doing things what I shouldn’t do. Maybe I shouldn’t be a desperate jackass just trying to get a grip in learning to love the life I live, maybe I shouldn’t have made that “taco bell” incident because clearly I haven’t thought that through. Or maybe I should’ve just minded my own business trying to do other things than being a contributor to CC2 because clearly I have no chance of ever making that a possibility.
Maybe I should apologize for being such a lousy prick for my passive-aggressive attitude, but thats just me. I took 6 hours to evaluate if I will end being like the others on damaging the community I love, and the community I solely give my passion to. But I came to the conclusion that maybe this is a good time to take a good 3-day break from the community so that I can focus on my passion projects that I have shelved for quite some time now.
Yes, I do realise that maybe I need to rest, yes I do realise that sometimes I make people feel unnerved because of my presence, and I would apologize for those things. But you cant change my mind, I do what I do, because I know that’s how I do.
I will see you again sometime, maybe not now at least.
Just tell yourself that as long as the moderators haven’t blamed you for anything, you’re not at fault.
Don’t listen to other users, sometimes they take things too literally, which can cause unnecessary drama (I know what I’m talking about).
I understand you are tame with getting along with us, but I will forgive you cuz you are a good contributor to the CC2 community and also treat your friends with respect. See you again sometime (Note: I am not really good at explaining things, so this is the best I could do rn)
(Note: I am not really good at explaining things, so this is the best I could do rn)